Call me Miss Constance

I've been asking God for an English name for a period of time. I did thought of naming myself, but no matter which name I choose it just didn't feel right until that day.

During the worship session, we sang "You are for me". Is not the first time I heard or sing this song, but that time was definitely the first time the word "constant" touch my heart.

So faithful. So constant. 

So loving and so true.
So powerful in all You do.

You fill me. You see me. 
You know my every move 
You love for me to sing to You.

I know that You are for me. 
I know that You are for me.
I know that You will never
forsake me in my weaknessesI know that You have come now
even if to write upon my heart
To remind me who You are.

So patient, So gracious, 
So merciful and true
So wonderful in all You do. 

I just felt that God wants to remind and keep reminding me that His Love towards me it constant and unchanging. And He also wants me to Love Him constantly and unchanging. Not fluctuating now and then but keep loving Him forever and ever.

I asked my "mama" after that, she told me "Constant" is for boy so is better to use the name "Constance" which have the same meaning.

So that's how I name myself Constance, believing it is an answer from God.

I'm still not used to it yet. But I'm trying to be!