Please prepare your heart

I still cannot believe that is November already! I haven't even heard or sang the song "Wake me up when September ends".

(I wanted to post the original MV but man, the intro and story is freaking long!!!!! )

Gosh~ time flies!!! And apparently it flies even quicker when you have nothing to do at home. Ya~ I'm sill unemployed. And man! This feeling sucks! My perfect plan was to start work by November, and until now, I only have one interview waiting for me this Thursday. I got rejected by all the other companies that I was hoping to get. If the situation is not going to change, I think I will be out of my mind!!!

I finally found the installer for the Pokemon game I was talking about and I kept playing non-stop since I have nothing to do. But I'm getting a bit sick of it already. Kinda meaningless I guess, or maybe is just not as productive (in giving me joyful feeling) as it used to be. >< I still play for a while when I'm watching drama, apparently I still have my multitasking skills.

This is how my screen look like most of the time

So to fill up my time, I found a few new addictions and one of it is singing. This is what happen. We all know Jayeslee is a big hit right? So last year when we went to our family trip, I was joking with my sister that we should do something like that! I shall learn the guitar and we should start practicing. I even told my sis that we could be the Chinese version of Jayeslee! Haha. I had no idea where the confidence came from. But then this "master plan" of ours didn't work out since I went to Singapore for 7 months. I brought it up last few weeks and me and my sister started singing and before I knew it,she was recording my singing. No offence to Samsung, but the clip that she recorded was way bad in quality. So I decided to record it myself using my beloved iPad. Long story short, you can hear me singing here. Please prepare your heart before you click play. XD

If you heard it, the "wu~~ wu~~" part scares me too! XD

The second addiction that I have now is drawing. I like to draw, most of the time I draw with my iPad or if I'm drawing myself, I'll draw on a piece of paper. But I stop drawing for sometime already. But with new colours available in my iPad app "Paper", I'm addicted to drawing again. And this time I even bought myself drawing book to do some old school style of drawing and colouring. I'm not a pro in drawing, but I enjoy every single second of it. Will show you guys the pichas in my next post! 

Gonna catch them all!!!

Although my sister continues her obsession with the legendary Taiwanese drama "Meteor Garden" ( she even said that she would want to buy the DVD as a collection so that her children can watch) , I myself have found another childhood addiction. As I think of it now, I never really watch the original series before, but I was a fan of their stickers collection. I remember spending all my pocket money just to get not one but two full collection of the stickers. Ya~~~ good old primary six memories.

With the familiar voice shouting "pika~ pika~", I'm watching at least 2 episodes of pokemon a day! I can't really stop myself but too keep on watching. It sort of went out of control that's why I trying to control myself. I have no idea why I'm addicted to it, the series I'm watching now is not even the original version that I used to know. Apparently they have more than one version.  but one thing for sure, it does make me feel like playing the game all over again. Just the thought of increasing my Pokemon level excites me. But I can't find the installer, so lets see if I will still have the urge when I found my installer.

On another totally unrelated note, Destiny Oh have left us for more than 5 months. I still remember clearly when I heard the news in Singapore. I went out of my hostel to the park opposite, sitting there crying. She's a fighter, she's our inspiration. When things get bad and I think about her, I found new strength. Life isn't that bad after all. If she could fight with all her might to breath, I can fight through the pain to stand or sit. If she can use a 3 days to impact the world, I should really make use of my every second.

Someone wrote this beautiful poem featuring Destiny. Is very beautiful. And it really kept me thinking, what have I done for the past 3 days.

Is after watching this video, it reminded me to appreciate what I have. Is because of this that I realise I do need to control myself. Being unemployed does not mean I should spend my time watching Pokémon, there are more meaningful things for me to do. 

Baby D, I'm missing you very much.

Saw this on Pinterest few days ago. Never thought of it before, but is very very true!!!

So I guess, being unemployed or not is ok. As long as I live it to the fullest as I know how.

In everything and anything, just keep smiling!!!!! 

Lying on my bed like a boss!

This what I've been up to lately, help out in church, took a part time job in a day care centre and now lying on my bed like a boss for almost 24 hours.

Since I came back from Singapore, I've been hunting for a job. But naively I did not expect job hunting can be this difficult!!!!Maybe is because I got my first job easily. I think it all happen within a month, that's why my expectation this time was superbly high. But since I have nothing to do, I was forced voluntarily went to church to help Keith Tay on some admin stuff. To tell you the truth, is really fun, the first day of work, I helped him reorganise his book shelf. It ain't easy, but I completed it! Then I help him to type out 5 lessons of CGL training teacher's manual then I compile with the other lessons and helped him to synchronise the formatting. Man! Is not easy to edit the formatting of other people's work!!! But after completing it,  I can proudly say that my Ms Word skills have improve a lot!!! I was suppose to go help him on other things yesterday, but as I said, I've been lying on my bed like a boss for almost 24 hours already, so until now I have no idea what he has installed for me. But till then, let me continue what I've done.

Last Friday when I was out with my cousin, I received a text asking me if I would like to take on a part time job at a day care centre. I was super excited!!! First of all, I need the extra money, second of all I love children, and lastly I really really really need the extra money (at least contribute something for the petrol ma~~). So I accepted the job and I was looking froward to it. I started on Monday, and I ended it on Monday too...  Because I did not expect helping out in the day care centre require so much bending!!!! I have this back injury since 4 years ago, it went bad last year after my trip to Pulau Ketam because I was bending while cycling. But thank God it became better in Singapore. But I'm not suppose to sit too long or bend too much, and helping out in the day care I bended a lot. To pick up toys, carry the babies, putting them into bed, all require me to bend. That's why after my first day, I called and say I no longer can continue. I felt so bad since they desperately need people to help out... But I really cannot take it. 

This leads me to what I've been doing yesterday, lying on the bed like a boss. My back was badly injured, it hurts when I try to move here and there, that's why I spend almost every second on my bed resting. Thank God for IPad because I can watch drama and shows in bed. I was obsessed with Meteor Garden, gosh! That drama is really funny!!!! Hahaha... I know is old, but is funny, that's the only thing that matters. And when Jerry carry big S in his arm and say "as long as you say you did not do it, I believe you!" wah!!! i almost cry le!!! so touching!!!!  I also watched a lot of Kang Xi Lai Le. Since I did not watch any during my 7 months in Singapore, I have a lot to watch! Hehehe. I even have my lunch and dinner on my bed! Yes! It was that serious! But this morning I can stand up and walk longer, thank God for that!!! I'm getting better!!!!

I feel much better today, my mood is better, my back is better. Thank God for my sisters. One fake sister that came to visit and accompany me, and one real sister that is so understanding and buy me food. Love them both!!!!