Carrot Book

I don't remember when I get it or why I bought it. I just remember buying this book from Readz (church's book store, previously known as attributes) years ago. If I drew my first drawing the night I bought this book, then it will be at 2011/07/30. Is like one and a half years ago! OMG!!!

By the way, this is what I drew:

Is been a long way since that ugly sketch. 

For one period of time, it was my "just sketch" book. 

Then it became the "draw yourself" book.

 and for one period of time, it was my "sewing instruction" book.

I even brought this book to Singapore last year thinking that I will do some doodling, but I did none there. ><

But this book eventually came back to its calling and became my "sketch your thought" book. 

The first drawing wasn't just a random drawing, it was how I felt that time and I drew it out. And now, I doodle almost everyday. I will make it a point to draw something. 

Sometimes is my daily routine

Or the food I cook

Maybe how I feel at work

Or (my favorite) an impression in my heart.

This is my favorite of all! Somehow from that ugly sketching my doodling evolve into this. 

Is been a long and bumpy road for my little carrot book. 2 more pages and it will retire. carrot book! You served me well! Thank you!! Muacks!

I love love love the cover page! ALL GOOD THINGS START SMALL!

random sketches

I’ve been playing with this "paper" app ever since I got it from my Singapore CG member. I call him sifu now because of this app. He was shocked that I enjoyed it this much. He took my iPad from me and looks through my sketches one by one and commented on them. ><

Well, he is a real pro in drawing so he can comment all he wants.

He can draw very well right? He say this is the professional way of drawing shit. 

Anyway, here are some of my sketches. Enjoy! 

God, hear my cry.

Squarish hairstyle

I enjoy music. Let's dance.

Squarish rabbit?

A broken heart

I don’t know about you. But deep inside my heart I feel that every heart in this world is broken.

Some are broken by disappointment, some are broken by betrayal, some are broken because the lost of someone close and some are broken because of a painful past.

No matter what it is, there is something in our heart that we rather not say nor mention. If possible, we would like to erase it from our history. But we don’t have any time machine, and life goes on. Hearts are broken and time passed on. We all think that time is the only cure for heartache. But no matter how long it had past, a hurt is still a hurt until it is fully recover.

No one in this world is perfect. When someone disappoints us, we tend to go and find someone else to fill the emptiness in our heart. But slowly it became like a routine, there is always this someone that will hurt us followed by another, a non-ending routine.

God says “Give me your broken heart, and I will heal it”. No one in this world is perfect. No one’s love could ever fill the emptiness in our heart. We will still be disappointed by other people, because no one is perfect. But God is, God’s Love is perfect. He loves us no matter what we had done in the past. No matter how broken we are, no matter how wicked we are, God still LOVE us.

There is nothing we can do to make Him Love us more, there is nothing we can do that will make Him Love us less.

God’s love is not gained by hard work. God just love us.

Give your heart to Jesus, and let Him heal it and let Him love you.

The Mighty Cross

Thank You for the cross, the mighty cross,
That God Himself should die for such as us,
And everyday we're changed
Into Your image more and more,
Yes, by the cross we've truly been transformed.

And we're so amazed, and we give You praise
That You would save us at such a cost.
We're so amazed, and we give You praise
For the power of the cross,
For the power of the cross.


I can't get the lyrics out of my mind after we sang it in SOT the other day and I got the inspiration to sketch the cross. The Mighty Cross.

I din't know about this until I came to SOT. All these while I thought trough the cross only our sins are forgiven and we have eternal life. But through the cross Jesus did more than what I thought. His sacrifice gave us everything.

Through the cross, He took away my SINS and gave me FORGIVENESS.
Through the cross, He took away my REJECTION and gave me ACCEPTANCE
Through the cross, He took away my SICKNESS and gave me HEALING
Through the cross, He took away my CURSE and gave me BLESSINGS
Through the cross, He took away my POVERTY and gave me PROSPERITY
Through the cross, He took away DEATH and gave me ETERNAL LIFE
Through the cross, He took away my REBELLIOUS NATURE and gave me a NEW MAN

Whenever I think about the cross, I think about what Jesus had been through for us and tears couldn't stop rolling down from my eyes. Thank You Jesus for the CROSS.

My world was in yellow

Since young I always struggle with that period of the month (for girls only)!. Every time I suffer pain caused by "that", I will ask God why He created me as a girl and not boy. XD

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate being a girl, I just really really dislike the pain, other than that I'm OK with it. But again, who will like the pain right?

I experienced my worst last week. I was so weak that I begin to have headache other than stomach pain. My head begin to be dizzy, I can't walk straight and I started to vomit. I hit my worst when my world began to be yellow in colour!!! I couldn't stand, I think if I stood any longer I will black out. And the worst thing is, I'm not at home!!!!! I was like an hour plus journey from hostel.

I kind of pass out in the toilet for more than an hour before I felt better. Thank God I get better in time! If not I really don't know what to do. I did not have anything with me, not even my phone or my wallet. My beg was with my friend. XD

I think I really need to cut off my cold drinks and ice-cream. I don't want this happen again. My body is too weak to handle it... So envy of my friends that can drink cold water and even eat ice-cream during that period of time. And she don't feel any pain!!!! Why??!!!

Coincidently, my country was yellow that day, so do my world. ><

Count your blessings

I don't know about you, but I'm that kind of girl that can be a bit too EMO. Sometimes it just happen suddenly and I could not pull myself back!

I still remember just few weeks ago, I was super EMO and very very down. I've talk about it with a few person but it did not get better but it got worst. I was at the point where I want to just shut myself down again. But thank God for good leaders in my life! And Thank God for opening my eyes too see!

I was too concentrate on the things I did not have, I've overlooked the things that I had and experience! I were too busy comparing myself to other people and I neglected the fact that I've got something too!

They always had this saying that people tend to remember the sad things in life rather than the happy moments. Maybe that's the problem. I tend to put myself in a place where I can be vulnerable, where others can sympathies me.

But the fact is I can be strong just that I refuse to be strong. I choose to look at the downside rather than the upsides. So I've been training myself to give thanks every single day. For blessings, for those little things that I have, for everything that I have.

I do not want to overlook the blessings that God had placed in my life because of the small little pile of "rubbish" in my life which would eventually be gone!

Never take God for granted. I'm thankful that He LOVES me.

Creative way of updating your Facebook status!!!

Since I got the app in my iPad, I really can't stop sketching and sketching and sketching. Whenever I have free time, I will just sketch sketch and sketch! Almost every night before I sleep I will sketch something.Yes! I really like the app that much!!!

And unknowingly I discover a great way to update my activities on Facebook! That is ... ... ... (drum roll) deng deng deng ...by my sketching!!!!!!! Yeah!! Cool right???

Here's the two sketches that I drew and updated in FB!!!

The first one that I updated is this one!!! I drew this when I do my laundry. My friend commented on this saying is a good way to update my FB status. That's where I get the idea of doing this constantly! XD

And this one is fresh from the oven. Drew this just this morning when is raining and I wanted to go.

Do you know what is this ??

I got this awesome app from my friend and i can't stop using it ever since I first started it. Is pretty fun to use it to sketch those ideas that I have in my mind and it will turn out better than what I could draw using pen or pencil. XD

So I drew the below drawing and toll now no one seems to know what does it stands for.

If there is any human being here or aliens (I don't really mind), can you guess what does it stands for???

The one who guess it correctly (assuming there is human being here) I might (yeah! I say MIGHT) give you something special. XD

P/s: first time updating blog using iPad. I wonder how will it turn out?